Sarah Ockler, Twenty Boy Summer
Submitted by headbandsandhippyvans.
There is nothing wrong with having high standards for yourself, whether if it’s your standards for schools, goals, or a significant other. There is nothing wrong with trying to make yourself happy. Everyday deserves a chance to be happy and to achieve that, you got to reach high.
three yards of space fabric, fifteen feet of ruffles, three spools of metallic thread (gold and silver for the edges of the ruffles!) and eight hours later, i have this. i designed it special for a friend!
… seriously the metallic edges of the ruffles are the best part.
Let’s talk about how wrong this is, shall we?
First off, this guy is a nice person and I never thought he would say something like this. But this just goes to show how little people really know each other.
Getting back on topic- WHAT. THE. FUCK. HOW FREAKING ARROGANT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE. Everyone needs to respect a person’s sexual preference. This wouldn’t normally happen to a gay guy. I don’t know any straight females that would try to convert into being straight. You know why? Because most females can fucking respect other people’s rights. Except in this day and age, men can’t respect a woman’s sexuality. There is no excuse for it. Why can’t men like this just leave lesbians, bisexuals, or whatever you are alone? There is nothing wrong with loving someone of the same gender as you. If a women doesn’t want to be with you because she isn’t straight, leave her be and respect her decision. DO NOT GO AROUND AND TRY TO MAKE HER STRAIGHT. I don’t understand why men can’t leave a women alone and let her be. Is it because she’s a girl? Do you think she is just experimenting or playing around? A women can make her own decision on who she loves. Don’t fucking play around.
I am tired of telling you my secrets.
You said you would hold them close.
And you did- for awhile.
I am tired of pretending that the teasing is okay.
I am tired of telling you that you’re annoying me.
Because it’s doing a lot more than that.
It’s hurting me. A lot more than I think you understand.
You were my closest friend.
Living somewhere where people don’t know what it means to hurt is hard.
No one can really understand.
You say the same things again and again.
“I have panic attacks all the time”
“You should give me your homework”
“Hey come over and help me with this”
“My babies are coming over”
It’s all about you isn’t?
I just want to talk to you about things other than yourself.
Because I need help too. You can’t seem to understand that.
There are those who don’t know how to take things seriously.
And there are those who are so conceited that they give up trying to pretend to care about how you’re doing.
It all goes down to being by myself doesn’t it?